I’ve been craving more time resting in stillness…
“At Rest,” my first watercolor in several years (I’ve been immersed in oils) is my tribute to the power of stopping and resting in presence. We’ve been plenty busy getting our Liguria lives and associated renovations off the launch pad. Yep, busy, busy, busy. But a still small voice tells me to take time to be at rest, to let my soul, heart, and mind breathe!
An unveiling and an updating…
I’d been wondering if I still “had it” with watercolors. “At Rest” was a bit of a testing-the-waters return to the medium with which I wrestled for years before I found my groove. Had I forgotten? Believe me, there’s no false modesty when I say that I just can’t adopt an “I’ve arrived” attitude. Being creative is a gift, and it keeps me sane. I also believe that a bigger force moves my hands and inspires what appears as a result. I’ve always felt as though an unseen hand takes over. I’m just a vessel. My dear mom admonished me to remember this always and to be thankful.
I want to be that red boat.
Moored in the Oneglia port here in Imperia, this solitary boat seized my attention. I snapped a quick photo with my iPhone, vaguely thinking it might evolve into a painting. I thought it would be a large oil (and maybe it still will be, making this the warm-up act!). But my motivation in capturing this image was a reminder of how stillness speaks and heals in the midst of busyness, uncertainty, and upheaval. Let’s face it, folks, we’ve had a truckload of the latter two things dumped in our laps.
So, this red boat and my self-soothing therapy by painting it remind me to never forget to hit the pause button and to let go.
I’ve recently received my first Covid vaccine.
Woohoo! Finally! Just last week I queued up at the Imperia health center to receive the first of two AstraZeneca vaccines. My second will be in just under three months. The whole process was incredibly efficient, from hopping online to reserve my time slot to waiting patiently, just over an hour, to get my jab from a very caring medical team. I promised myself that I’d force myself to be at rest for at least three to four days of possible side effects. I was congratulating myself that the shot didn’t hurt even a tiny bit and that there was no residual pain in the injection site. Talk about counting your chickens before they’ve hatched. Pronounced body aches became my mercurial companion over the subsequent five days. And, the injection site started to hurt, thumbing its nose at my belief that my superior health and immune system would sail through this unscathed.
Italy just might be on the verge of opening up to tourism, with conditions.
“Italy is ready to welcome vaccinated tourists — and it’s aiming to do so before the rest of the European Union. Following Tuesday’s Group of 20 (G20) meeting of tourism ministers, Italian prime minister Mario Draghi announced that the country will be introducing a pass to allow in visitors who meet the criteria in a few weeks.”
RACHEL CHANG—Travel & Leisure (read the full article here)
I just hope “they” don’t get lax or hurry in opening beautiful Italy up again to eager visitors. Managing tracking and a possible “green passport” will be essential for this not turning into a house on fire again. I could worry and obsess about this, but I’ll turn my attention to my sweet red boat and put my mind at rest.
It’s beautiful! I didn’t realise that you also lived in Imperia. Let’s hope that we remain less visited if the floodgates open this summer. So many came on holiday from the virus, sans le masque from “up north” last year and it frightened us very much.
Yes, let’s hope that Imperia remains vibrant but not overrun. It’s such a fine balance!
Jed. I love to read your newsletter and the Red Boat watercolor is fabulous. You are so talented and I hope our paths will cross again soon
Hugs tish
Ciao Tish! I always brighten seeing a message from you! I’m glad you like the new watercolor. More coming soon, hopefully! Miss you and hope you will come to visit us in Imperia! xoxox
Jed – oh my you certainly have NOT lost your touch with watercolor. I absolutely love this painting! The reflections in the water are lovely and very soothing. Taking in the beauty of this painting allows me to take a nice deep breath and relax. Thank you!
Thank you, Kathy! I will keep this painting close at hand to remind me to breathe and let go! Hope you are well! xoxox
So beautiful, Jed! Good timing for me, as I have to keep reminding myself to rest. Resting is not in my DNA!
I too had my first COVID vaccine about a week ago and I am flat out exhausted and sick, but I have also been dealing with ‘Long COVID’ since March of 2020 and getting progressively worse. Moving to Italy by myself in my 60s would have been enough of a challenge…but I got COVID while I was traveling in Austria and I still haven’t been able to get back to Italy. I changed my residency to Austria, but this isn’t where I want to be. This past week has completely flattened me. I feel so defeated and depleted that I want to go back to the US. Well, no I don’t, but this past year has been so frightening as I’ve watched my health deteriorate that I just crave comfort and familiarity, even if I know it’s only a fantasy.
I want to hang your painting in my mind to ‘re-mind’ myself what rest and repose can look like.
Good to hear from you, Mary Anne! I struggle to not be in constant “doing” mode, too. I even often can turn quieting the mind through meditation into an achievement. Crazy, isn’t it?
I’m so very sorry to hear that you’ve had such a long, rough go of Covid. I’m still amazed at how it manifests so differently—and the vaccine response as well. I pray that your health turns the corner and you have wind back in your sails soon! Hang in there! Jed
Jed, your control with water colors always astounds me! My sister-in-law Karen, also a fine artists trained at UGA, saw the painting you gave me hanging over my mantel last week and was just astounded. I will send her this link so she can see your latest work. Congratulations on your first shot. I took the two Moderna vaccines and didn’t have any trouble with the first. The second knocked me down for a day. It is such a relief to be fully immunized!
Kathryn, oftentimes I surprise myself and say, “Who did that?” Hopefully I have a lot more to come from that well of creativity that Momma Liz nurtured so lovingly! I’m happy to hear that you’re fully vaccinated. Arun, too, had Moderna and the second one kicked his b*tt!
“Well, you definitely HAVE IT. What a talented “vessel” you are, Jed. It seem Imperia has captured your heart. Congratulation on your first vaccination albeit with some discomfort. Your sneak preview has me very curious.
Thank you, Angela. My mom certainly passed on her love of painting and being creative in any way possible. Imperia is turning out to be a wonderful home, and I’m loving it more every day. I’ll be sure to share more about the apartments soon! I love rescuing classic spaces and putting in modern touches! Always great to hear from you! xoxox
You blow me away with your talents! SO happy you received one of your vaccines. I just got both. They both knocked me out.I hope the next one is easier on you. Love you dear friend.
Awww, you’re sweet, my friend. I’m happy to hear that you’ve gotten both your vaccines. I’m hearing that the second AZ doesn’t have the same side effects but we seem to be all over the map with individual responses. Two more weeks to the first plateau of immunity, then a little over two months! Love you too, my dearest Stephanie!
Wow Jed! That’s amazingly good! Being immersed in oils doesn’t sound bad either, Ayurvedic I hope!!!
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It’s all good! Keep up the amazing work you’re doing with watercolors!